Umm, here's how I feel right noww.... Damn confused and insecure. Ooooh.
I'm trying to analyze every angle, situation. Trying to find an explanation cause it's getting aggrivating, why my relationships nvr seem to work out? Beginning to worry and doubt if I'm even able to detect he's e one, when to stay or when to run, why I haven't seen e sun? Shine his light on my heart and help me ease e pain cause I'm getting tired of e rain.
Falling on my heartbreak and I get my hopes up when I'm in love until we break up den I'm back to e same spot, I've been lonely, drowning cause every guy turns out to be e same. So now I'm questioning, is it me to blame?
Is it ME? Am I so complicated, or is love over-rated? cause I dun quite understand why it nvr turns out how I thot I planned. Am I too independent and not ready for commitment? cause it doesn't seem to last and it's e only question tt I nvr askd. Mayb I'm longing for it more than I shld be expecting. I'm getting possibly in e way of what is left to haf in store bcoz I'm so confused and insecure cause when i know for certain everything is going wrong I permitted to prolong. Tried my best to hold on. My Mr Right's probably hanging round my window pane while I look through only watching e rain...
Nvr thot it could be tt its me till i realized tt I'm e only common factor and played a big part in letting ppl break my heart. Nvr noticing I was wasting tym asking e same thg every tym.
Who were u with? and whr were u at?
Until I took e tym to turn and look back...
Umm, yeahh. Tis is all. Ermmm, till here.
Hearts, Aiyeeen. :D
PEACE! ((: