I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you?
Look into the mirror, who's inside there?
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today

My outsides are cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But its all the same
At the end of the day, I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm being stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things to keep you happy?
Maybe get rid of you and then I'll get back to me

YYY

Hello you! :D

Umm, here's how I feel right noww.... Damn confused and insecure. Ooooh.

I'm trying to analyze every angle, situation. Trying to find an explanation cause it's getting aggrivating, why my relationships nvr seem to work out? Beginning to worry and doubt if I'm even able to detect he's e one, when to stay or when to run, why I haven't seen e sun? Shine his light on my heart and help me ease e pain cause I'm getting tired of e rain.
Falling on my heartbreak and I get my hopes up when I'm in love until we break up den I'm back to e same spot, I've been lonely, drowning cause every guy turns out to be e same. So now I'm questioning, is it me to blame?

Is it ME? Am I so complicated, or is love over-rated? cause I dun quite understand why it nvr turns out how I thot I planned. Am I too independent and not ready for commitment? cause it doesn't seem to last and it's e only question tt I nvr askd. Mayb I'm longing for it more than I shld be expecting. I'm getting possibly in e way of what is left to haf in store bcoz I'm so confused and insecure cause when i know for certain everything is going wrong I permitted to prolong. Tried my best to hold on. My Mr Right's probably hanging round my window pane while I look through only watching e rain...

Nvr thot it could be tt its me till i realized tt I'm e only common factor and played a big part in letting ppl break my heart. Nvr noticing I was wasting tym asking e same thg every tym.
Who were u with? and whr were u at?
Until I took e tym to turn and look back...


Umm, yeahh. Tis is all. Ermmm, till here.
Hearts, Aiyeeen. :D

Harlooo! Hehehhes.

Okay, dots. Umm, I've been writing Mr Apez letters. Lyk alot uhs. Hahahha. All e tym in class, "Zahreen, colourful ehs?", "Eh Rini, look. It's damn long uhs.", "Eh, ko ader marker another colour? Aku nk. Hehehes.". I tell u in class I damn annoying. Hehehhes. Especially aft CAMP CORRI. Wah, I talk non-stop sia. Woohoo! Choo-choo train pun kalah uhs. Hehe. Okay, dots. (I'm glad I've noticed. Heh.) Okieeeee...

Umm, I miss him loads uh. Chibai. Whoops! Sowieee Zahreen, I pledge to not curse or use anymore swearing okies? But tt's lyk fucking not possible uhs. Hehheheh. There, told u. Sheesh! Wargh! Seal my mouth uhs. Hahaha. Anyway, Zahreen doesn't read my blog, so heck care. Wuahhahaha! Evil sias. Okay2, back to e main story. Actually, I dun even freaking noe wad's e main story uhs. Oh yah, I miss him loads. NO, wait... Uhhs. Oh, I noe! I talk non-stop. Wait, tt story dah finish telling. Alamakk! WTH was I talking abt??? Ohk, nvm. Start a new. (I'm lame.) Dots. Uhs, okayy, I'm talking to Yati. Heh. Umm, long storyy.. Shorten, we're ex-besties... I haf sworn to nvr be her close fren again... So we're just talking. Ummm... Okay, I was kissed. Umm, by tis MAT. Hahahha. No, apek. Hahahhaha! Salah uhs. APEZ! Hehehe.

Okay, seriously Ain, wadever uhs. Klah, tt's all. Before I fill my blog wif junky details of CRAPS! I better end here. Sorieeees. ((:

HEARTS ON FIREEEEE! :D
(pls ignore my crazy sillyness. i was taught by mr apez! okieee, go look for him okies?) I'm damn innocent! (:

Hello! :D

Umm, I'm still quite confused but my thoughts are quite settled down. Okay, I haf made up my mind. I shall be wif him for as long as eternity. It's love alright.
Okay, I'm happy. No sad feelings. Hehehhe. Honestly, no haf... AT ALL!

Okieeee.... Tis feeling, it's weird. It's extra-ordinary. I felt it once before but I didn't really understood it until it was all over and I realised tt I had actually made a HUGE mistake. But tis tym, it's not gonna happen. Na-uh. NO WAYY! Hopefully not. He promised, and swore. He's cuteeee..... *melts*
Okay, I honestly cannot believe dat I'm really attached to him. I mean, aft all tis tym.... he finally get wad he's been wanting. Me. I'm happy for him. And of cause, myself. He makes me SMILEEEE. Okayyy, dots. I'm soo scared. Well, tt is a feeling I haf at e same tym too. Well, it freaks me out alot! Especially e latest news tt I just received frm him... I wonder why he does tis things. *sighs* I wish I knew. I wish he would haf at least told me. WHY? I really wonder....

But still, he makes me SMILEEEEE... :D Heh. Okay, dots. Oh.. he wrote me tis poem uh, it's damn sweet. So cute lurhs. I wanted to cry at e end of it. Sads, but yeah. Romantic giler babs. Den he's lyk "tu crite lamer uhs. dah tk lagi." I can tell he was lying. Hahahha. Okay, dots. Wadever larh eh, aiyeeen. U're lame. Okay, tis is freakyy coz I'm lyk talking to myself! WAARGHHH! Okay, dots. Shuttup! GAWWD! Urgghh! Okay, enuf! I better stop....

Anyway, my dad wants to cut e internet. Not sure if it's really gonna happen or if it's just a threat. Gudness. Urgghh!

Alright2, I better be easy and calm down before I kene scolding from my deariee... Hehehhehs. Okay, dots. Wadeverrrr....

Okay, tata! Sweet loves. :D

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