I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you?
Look into the mirror, who's inside there?
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today

My outsides are cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But its all the same
At the end of the day, I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm being stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things to keep you happy?
Maybe get rid of you and then I'll get back to me

YYY

OMG! OMG! OMG! I like soo freaking stress lah! Just finish talking to mrs koh abt tis ghurl larh. What a freaking bitch! Then, then, then right... there's tis other gal larhh. She's like.... WTF larh. I'm soo freaking pissed!! ARGHHHH!! *^%#@$^?!@
Oh, hello btw. heh.
uhmm, den right she's like soo e what larh. A-hole sia tt women. fuck tt bitch larh. OMG! I shall end my "bestfriend-ship" with her larh. I dun care sia. She fugging worse den F**** larh. Backstabbing biatchh!! argh!!

HEYYS!! ((:

I haf a crush on tis someone!! He's lyk freakin' keyyy-iut (cute) larhh. His smile, ohhh.. *melts* just takes my breath awayy.
Oh, it's just e way I want u babyy. Oh, so bad..
I haf a crush on u, painstakingly. I would conceal e truth. U probably alwaes knew. But when u asked me, I was timid like a child, inhibited and wayy too shy. I'd glance but den avert my eyes. I am all twisted up in my desire but I am not that girl today. I've waited and I've waited now. I think it's time for me to tell u abt e way I want u babyyy, oh so bad. Every night and everyday must we hesitate.
It's just e feeling tt comes over me tt I cannot alleviate. Please don't make me wait. I never thot I'd be missing u, babyy.

Ahhhh!! *screams bowdow!* Here's e sweetest conversation...

I miss u larhh...
Alaa.. Sweetnyer. But why me?
Cause I miss u larhh!! Whywhy. Dun ask lah!
Kk. U tkmo marah lahh...
*blushing* Tk marah pon.. Maner ader.

Haha! I alwaes blushh. Like ALWAES!! Shittyy larhh! Whatever!!

Anyway, Mr Lee is my english teacher!! Woohooo! Hahahas. Giler.
Happyy2 me! Whoooss!! *terkinja-kinja*
Okayy... I'm obviouslyy going retarded. Hahahahk!! Still, I'm trying to drown my sorrows. Happy doesn't mean NO sadness, otayy?!
Babyy, come backk to me... Ouhhs..... *saddies*

Hello again!

Smthg really awful has happened and I totally hate myself for letting it happen. Last night, at ard 11pm while I was packing my bag for school, I realise tt smthg was missing! My favourite jeans pencil case tt says, "pretty teddy" with a picture of a teddy bear on it. IT'S GONE!!
Sentimental value it has, tt pencil case of mine. It was given by my auntie... A woman I'm very close to. Contents of e pencil case is also VERY2 precious. Thr's an MP3/4 player (black) which plays both mp3/4, my precious keys, a blue comb I had since nine, my nokia E65 phone earpiece, smthg dat all girls carry for at least 7 days per mth, eye drops and contact lens (travel pack) solution.
I usually/normally place all my very important stuff in thr. Now, I really feel an empty space and a missing thg tt no one and ntg cld EVER replace. I'm horribly sad, angry and frustrated at myself. I cried straight away last night till 2am in e morning till I fell asleep. I cldn't do anythg to stop myself from tearing. I was soo very sad and I still very am.

I reallyy dun believe tt I had forgotten and tt I left it at e last cubicle, 2nd level toilet, near 2/3, 1/2, 1/7 classrooms, at ard 2.30pm to 3pm. Smwhr ard tt tym but definitely before 3pm. Everytym I think of it, I feel lyk crying... but whenever I think of my mp3/4 player, I think tt e person who stole it is reallyy stewpid bcoz u've got to charge it using e USB cable (which I haf alrdy checked, is not sold separately). Tis is e saddest storyy of my entire life! Wad goes ard, comes ard... I believe tt if tt thg actually belongs to u, let it go... and if it returns, it's yours to keep (forever) and tt is definitely for sure. Yes, I am a weird child who believes in tt. But for e moment, I'll leave it to God as He is e only one who noes whr my thgs are, and who's hands dey are in. It's not as if I cld bring those stuff with me e dayy I die, but I haf tis not easily 'gif in' attitude and I'll still plant my apple tree even if e world ends tmrw. I noe at tis point of tym I sound reallyy pathetic, but hey, tis is me. And e first person I told tis to, (e lost thgs) was Cikgu Suzana cause I'm kindda close to her den e other tchers. I'm really really upset cause at e back of my mind, it was all my silly careless mistake. I haf made a police report and cried a river of sadness. I'll make sure tt thr'll be no other sadder storyy in my life tt will top tis sadness other den deaths.

P.S. Pls rmbr, HE is always up thr watching ur every single move/step u make. Stealing is not healthy at all. It's SINFUL!

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