My tdy post will be abt my feelings towards someone I've been very2 angry wif for a long long tym... Here it goes.. ((:
Reflections of ur love haf come to wither. I thot I'd done my best to memorize. A picture fades of u and I tgthr. I haf not come to terms wif how we said goodbye. Did u really care, care at all for me?
A displaced little gal wept tears in silence. And whispered wishes u'd materialize. She pressed on night and day to keep on living. And tried to many ways to keep her soul alive.
If I'm not quite gud enough or somehow undeserving of a mother's love, u cld haf had e decency to give me up before u gave me life. Don't u even care, juz e slightest little bit for me? Coz I really nid to feel u cared, even once upon a tym for me. I nid to believe, in my heart of hearts, u care for me.
I nid to understand why u left me there so helplessly. Reflections of ur love haf come to wither, I thot I'd done my best to memorize...
She was kind of fragile and she had a lot to grapple wif but basically she kept it all inside. Childlike and effervescent wif a well of pain e depth of I cld not imagine if I tried. Nvr thot tt I wld hear dem sayy, "Twister went and threw it all awayy".
She was kind of magical, her laughter sent u casually floating through a moment of release.
Dear God, it's all so tragic and I'll nvr haf e chance to feel e closure tt I untimately nid. No, I nvr dreamed tt thr wld come a tym, Twister wld go and leave it all behind.
"Lord I pray she's found some peace and her soul's smwhr at ease."
I'm feeling kind of fragile and I've got a lot to handle but I guess tis is my wayy of sayin goodbye.
PEACE! ((:
