Let's Shine, babyy!

I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you?
Look into the mirror, who's inside there?
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today

My outsides are cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But its all the same
At the end of the day, I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm being stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things to keep you happy?
Maybe get rid of you and then I'll get back to me

YYY

HEY YOU! ((:

I'm feeling really hyper and energetic todayy. I wanna do e Macarena! Huhu. Especially at these hour. Smthgs wrong... Whoops!
Mayb it's e almond mocha ice-cream I ate a few hours ago and e effect it just taking charge. Huahuahua.
Okayy... after e ice-cream, I had lyk 3 lollipops. Den I gulped down a can of coca cola and wateva tt pink carbonated drink was..
Ouhhh... SUGAR RUSHH! It's getting to my brains.. And yet, I still haf a bar of Cadbury right under my nose. (In case u just noe me, tis is how I release my stress and get depression out. Oh yeah babyy!) Wanna come an join me? *wags brows*

Anyways, I've got a confession to make. Smthg happen tdy, smthg tt has nvr happen before. For e first tym, (I can't believe tt) I'm unsure of my own decisions. I mean, I usually put my foot down and my answers are final. But all of a sudden, I feel lyk I'm being fooled again. Obviouslyy, my nvr ending lurv storyy will just nvr leave me alone. Well, I thot I haf decided to stayy single until e right tym comes. Now, I feel soo lost and confused. It's lyk his words are my oxygen and without dem... I obviouslyy can't breathe. I noe it sounds really silly... but hearing his voice just makes my dayy. ((:
I told my mom abt him... Unbelievable. I didn't noe talking to her abt tis kinda stuff is soo funkyy. So, I guess I got my FUNKYY-ness frm my mother, heh? Hahaha. She's soo hipp. Usually, I'd tell these kinda stuff to my best friend. Mostly Syaf or Fidd. But yeahhh... Telling my mom was reallyy comforting. I haven't told Syaf or Fidd abt him yet, but dey surely haf no idea. Syaf noes I'm crushing anyways. Heh. ((:

Ohhh... I've gotta go. Saddies.

P.S. If u're planning to catch a muvee or smthg, do watch National Treasure (Book Of Secrets). It's gud and really hilarious. And mom, u haf made me fallen in lurv wif e man I nvr realised was soo GOD DAMN GOOD-LOOKINGG. Jezz-! Trust me, Nicolas Cage is fuggin' HOTT! ((:

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PEACE! ((: