I want a wishlist on my blog! I missed tt section. Damnn!
Anyway, my best friend has turned into my arch-rival. He's lyk e BIG JERK noww. Leave me alone!! I mean, is it any harm for a gal lyk me to enjoy her school holidays?! Gimme a break will ya?
Gawwwd!!
Den smthg suckish just happen dat make me wanna blog abt it straight awayy.
Syaf, u noe I'm crushing right? Well, I really lyk him until lyk 23 minutes ago... I realised wad I've been waiting for. A shitty, crappy, A-hole. Gawwwd!
I'd rather be attach to Isaac den him. Urgh!
Thank GOD I had an awfully awesome tym wif mommy tdy. We were laughing lyk drags fed on honeyy. Hahahaha.
Awwww... Man. I haf finally realise wad such bad daughter I've been and.... uhhhh. It's indescribable. Den mom and me were talking abt my future... It was sooo sweet. U noe, mother's do reallyy care. TOO MUCH! Dey just get really hurt wen u disappoint dem.... and tt is where e riot begins. Yeahh baby!
Anyways, back to e storyy of e JERK. He's my brudder's best friend, although brudder is actually closer to Isaac. Well, while brudder was awayy, e JERK got really nice and sweet. Den on e third dayy of his sweetness, he said, "Do u wanna be my gf?"
I was stiff-stricken! SHUT-UP! Doesn't mean I smile wen u're ard, I lyk u. Reallyy... It's not lyk dat. AT ALL!!
Okayy... So just before e A-hole went online, I had a nightmare going on. (Onlyy tt I wasn't exactly sleeping.) And so he starts e fuggin' conversation. Here goes ntg.. (translated)
Heyy.. I still want an answer u noe...
Uhmm... Wad exactly are we talking abt here?
U being my steady.
Heh? U serious?
Of course. Why?
Uhmm... I'm not available. Sorry.
Oh. Saving yourself for tt useless guy?
Uh? No. I'm just not available lah.
Why? U're brudder said u're single.
(Shit! Shit! Shit! I said NO means NO lahh... Haishhh...)
Yeahh. But not searching.
Pls say yes
No. For wad? I gaf u an answer. And it's NO. Stop bugging me ok.
I blocked him straight awayy. BIG JERKYY BUGGER!
Syaf, mayb we shld take a ride to Pasir Ris beach or smthg soon coz I wanna screamm my lungs out!! Gawwwdd! I can't take it anymore!! ARGGHHH!!
Anyway, I'm done venting here. I'm feeling colder but I'm getting hawtter. Hahaha.
Well, tis is me. And I am definitely missing someone BADLYY. I wonder who....
PEACE! ((:
Sunday, December 23, 2007
I'm feeling really hyper and energetic todayy. I wanna do e Macarena! Huhu. Especially at these hour. Smthgs wrong... Whoops!
Mayb it's e almond mocha ice-cream I ate a few hours ago and e effect it just taking charge. Huahuahua.
Okayy... after e ice-cream, I had lyk 3 lollipops. Den I gulped down a can of coca cola and wateva tt pink carbonated drink was..
Ouhhh... SUGAR RUSHH! It's getting to my brains.. And yet, I still haf a bar of Cadbury right under my nose. (In case u just noe me, tis is how I release my stress and get depression out. Oh yeah babyy!) Wanna come an join me? *wags brows*
Anyways, I've got a confession to make. Smthg happen tdy, smthg tt has nvr happen before. For e first tym, (I can't believe tt) I'm unsure of my own decisions. I mean, I usually put my foot down and my answers are final. But all of a sudden, I feel lyk I'm being fooled again. Obviouslyy, my nvr ending lurv storyy will just nvr leave me alone. Well, I thot I haf decided to stayy single until e right tym comes. Now, I feel soo lost and confused. It's lyk his words are my oxygen and without dem... I obviouslyy can't breathe. I noe it sounds really silly... but hearing his voice just makes my dayy. ((:
I told my mom abt him... Unbelievable. I didn't noe talking to her abt tis kinda stuff is soo funkyy. So, I guess I got my FUNKYY-ness frm my mother, heh? Hahaha. She's soo hipp. Usually, I'd tell these kinda stuff to my best friend. Mostly Syaf or Fidd. But yeahhh... Telling my mom was reallyy comforting. I haven't told Syaf or Fidd abt him yet, but dey surely haf no idea. Syaf noes I'm crushing anyways. Heh. ((:
Ohhh... I've gotta go. Saddies.
P.S. If u're planning to catch a muvee or smthg, do watch National Treasure (Book Of Secrets). It's gud and really hilarious. And mom, u haf made me fallen in lurv wif e man I nvr realised was soo GOD DAMN GOOD-LOOKINGG. Jezz-! Trust me, Nicolas Cage is fuggin' HOTT! ((:
PEACE! ((:
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Sorry long tym no update. I’m down wit tis stupid idiotic flu and u noe wat?? FLU SUCKS BIG TYM! Oh, gawwd! I think I caught e virus frm e other day wen I was out wit my mom to catch e movie Stardust, at Lido. It was freakin awesome! U ppl shld not miss it. Well, those who missed it, go get e DVD. Hahaha!
Oh, and must2 take notice of these two hotties who are Charlie Cox, who plays as Tristan Thorn, and Mark Strong as Septimus. They’re lyk e two BIG TYM HEART-THROBS in e movie!
Here’s a little of Stardust u shld catch.
Tristan: [he crashed wit Yvaine and he’s on her] Mother? Oh! Oh, mother. I’m so sorry. Are u alright?
Yvaine: No, I’m not and I’m not ur mother. So get off me!
Tristan: [stands up] U are not my mother?
Yvaine: Do I look lyk I’m ur mother?
Tristan: No, sorry. Are u alright? Do u want some help?
Yvaine: Help by leaving me alone!
Tristan: Alright… [begins to walk away, and talks to himself] Oh my God! “Light e candle and think of me”. I was, I was thinking of my mo… but den Victoria and e star juz pumpted…
Tristan: [to Yvaine] Oh, excuse me. I'm sorry, Madame, but haf u seen a fallen star anywhere?
Yvaine: [she laughs bitterly] U’re funny.
Tristan: No, really. We’re in a crater - tis must be whr it fell.
Yvaine: [sarcastic] Yeah, tis is whr it fell. It is, or if u want to be really specific up thr [pointing to e sky] is whr tis weird bloody necklace [shows him e necklace ard her neck] came out of nowhere and knocked it out of e heavens while it was minding it’s own business. And over thr is whr it landed. And right here, here is whr it got hit by a magical flying MORON!
Tristan: U’re e star? U’re e star? Really? Oh, wow! I’m sorry, I had no idea u’d be it. Oh, I, may I juz say for advanced tt I’m sorry.
Yvaine: Sorry for wat?
Tristan: For tis. [takes out a chain and ties it up to Yvaine’s hand] Now, if I’m not mistaken tis means u haf to come wit me. U’re going to be a birthday gift for Victoria, my truelove.
Yvaine: [sarcastic] But of course! Ntg says “romance” lyk a kidnapped injured woman! I’m not going anywhr wit u!
Well, it’s not tt little I guess. Hahaha!
Anyway, last night my whole family had a gathering going on and I had to show up coz my aunties and uncles, actually miss me! Auwww… sweet isn’t it? At least now I noe tt thr are ppl who misses me! But it was really bad timing. I’m freakin sick, babe! I really didn’t wanna go. My dad had to drag me out of e house and into e car. Poor idiot… he had to do nice to me and drag me out of e car wen we arrived at e destination. And, by e order of e greatest grandma in e world, (ILY) grandma said tis, “Kau jaga adek kau tu. Dier mcm dah nk pengsan.”
Huahuahua! See… my nenek cares. Whoooo! Hahahah. Well, I think it’s very mean to call someone who actually loves me plenty ‘idiot’ bcoz he really took care of me. Sweet kan abg kesyg-an ku? Hahahha! Dah, tk blh puji dier byk2, nnt kembang. Huahuahua… But really… he was superrr nice to me. He made me satayys!
Den ltr on, my cough got worse wit e smoke and all, den I had asthma. Ohh… it was horrible. I really felt lyk fainting. Gawwdd! But actually, e cutest thing tt happen was my brudder got worried. Surprisingly, Taufiqk didn’t do anythg. Aft I felt a little bit better, Taufiqk laughed and I was lyk, “Makk, ni mat satu sen tk guna seyy.”
He came ard bugging me annoyingly at my sick-to-death condition. How e hell was I suppose to feel? I pushed him away and I was lyk, “Come annoy me some more and I’ll make u my-sick-twin-brudder.”
Okay, tt got him to leave me alone and it made my brudder laugh. Well, mayb I miss tt close relationship we’ve always had since lyk, GOD NOES WEN. So, I shall admit my defeat by saying tt my brudder’s right abt me loving him although he hates me so much, wat-so-eva. I noe he loves me too. If not why e hell did he do me nice and took good care of me? Or, did my father use e "siblings are forever, take good care of ur sister/brudder." threat tt always gets to us. Well, it does work wit him and me too.
Anyway, my cute little annoying cousin asked me a question I nvr understood and it was a serious bugger. Tis is how e conversation started.
Tashah: Kak, u wear specs eh?
Me: Yeah. Y?
Tashah: Oh. I’ve nvr seen u wearing dem pon. U buta jauh ke buta dekat?
Hah! U see tt question? I nvr get tt. I can nvr answer wen someone ask me e ‘buta jauh or buta dekat’ question. I find it bugging wen I can’t answer a question asked by a gal not even half my age! So, tis is whr e conversation went…
Me: Uh… I don’t really noe how to answer tt. *smiling2. gue tersengeh2 babe!*
Tashah: Why?
Me: Why not?
Tashah: U’re older per. Don't u noe more things?
Okay… Her last words made me feel lyk I’m a dumb blonde. BIG TYM IDIOT! *smacking my forehead* I felt lyk smacking her face and ask her to shuddup and go bug other ppl wit her ‘buta jauh or buta dekat’ question! So… I said,
Me: U’re brudder’s older. He doesn’t noe EVERYTHING!
YAY!! I haf finally shut e gal up! (at least for e moment) Coz ltr, she went on again… Haizzz… Aper lah nasib aku?? *smacking my forehead*
Tashah: U buta jauh ke buta dekat?
Me: Tashah, I really don’t noe, dear. Sorry. U go ask my brudder k?
Tashah: Ok. Who’s ur brudder? (God! How can she not even noe her own cousin?? I feel lyk giving her one BIG TYM smack2 for not noticing tt Khyerul Daniel is MY brudder!)
Me: Khy uh. Yg kat BBQ pit tu.
She went oh… den left. YAY ME!! She has stopped being a bugger. Well, mayb not. Coz now she’s my bro’s bugger. So it’s partly my fault, but heck. ((: I’m free! Hahaha. Anyway, Khy’s a really good baby sitter. He’s lyk 10 tyms better than I am at e baby sitting job. But I pity him pretty much now. Poor Khy… She’s gonna miss u bro, BIG TYM BABY! BIG TYM! ((:
PEACE! ((:
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Skinny, u made my day! ((: Now I'm smiling lyk non-stop shit. Haha! YAY!! I'm gonna steal skinny away frm idiot. Hohoho! Nah, jk jk. Hehehs.
I'm superrr happy to know tt I'm free frm all those stupid strings attached and idiotic stuff. I mean, WTH was I thinking?!? I'm freakin 13. And, I'm gonna enjoy my youth hood life by getting drunk wit chocolates, raspberries, sweet Thailand coconut, or maybe even durians! ((: Make decisions I shall NEVER regret and live every second lyk it was e last one. I shldn’t haf want to spend my tym wit u. Now, it’s juz bound to be a heartbreak situation. Now I’m wondering, thinking why ppl said we were e "perfect couple". And u noe wat, I’m over it. All ur stupid drama scripted act! And oh, don’t u dare blame Fidd for ur own mistakes.
U were pretty much different e day I met u at Macs. I thot u’ll always be tt person. But guess wat, I’m very wrong. Ppl change, it’s not ur fault (although partly it is). But smday, when u happen to walk ard cineleisure, lido, borders, any Orchard area, (possibly even e male toilets) or east coast park, and u happen to meet tis cute hottie (who has e same name as u), pls let him noe tt I miss him and if he decides to return and be e true him (tt is if he's over wif being a big skinny liar), den I’ll appreciate a drop by or a hello text. (:
Otherwise, I’ve said my goodbye. Have fun and enjoy ur new ventures. ((:
Oh, P.S. U're NOT my sunshine! My sunshine's a SHE. And it's my sister tt I've been refering to, u idiot.
PEACE! ((:
Saturday, December 1, 2007
My tdy post will be abt my feelings towards someone I've been very2 angry wif for a long long tym... Here it goes.. ((:
Reflections of ur love haf come to wither. I thot I'd done my best to memorize. A picture fades of u and I tgthr. I haf not come to terms wif how we said goodbye. Did u really care, care at all for me?
A displaced little gal wept tears in silence. And whispered wishes u'd materialize. She pressed on night and day to keep on living. And tried to many ways to keep her soul alive.
If I'm not quite gud enough or somehow undeserving of a mother's love, u cld haf had e decency to give me up before u gave me life. Don't u even care, juz e slightest little bit for me? Coz I really nid to feel u cared, even once upon a tym for me. I nid to believe, in my heart of hearts, u care for me.
I nid to understand why u left me there so helplessly. Reflections of ur love haf come to wither, I thot I'd done my best to memorize...
She was kind of fragile and she had a lot to grapple wif but basically she kept it all inside. Childlike and effervescent wif a well of pain e depth of I cld not imagine if I tried. Nvr thot tt I wld hear dem sayy, "Twister went and threw it all awayy".
She was kind of magical, her laughter sent u casually floating through a moment of release.
Dear God, it's all so tragic and I'll nvr haf e chance to feel e closure tt I untimately nid. No, I nvr dreamed tt thr wld come a tym, Twister wld go and leave it all behind.
"Lord I pray she's found some peace and her soul's smwhr at ease."
I'm feeling kind of fragile and I've got a lot to handle but I guess tis is my wayy of sayin goodbye.
PEACE! ((:
